I was listening to the replay of my weekly bible study the other day and I just started bawling my eyes out. The lesson was all about asking for help instead of drowning in your thoughts and troubles.
Truth is, I’ve been drowning lately and haven’t been asking for help! I feel like a failure as a Mom. I’ve been prepping for homeschooling my son since before he was born! Now it’s come to fruition and we are on the struggle bus! At least I am anyway. I feel like I’m not doing it right, or I’m not good enough, or that I’m failing him…I am feeling all the things and it is seeping into every single aspect of my life!
I’m tired and not sleeping, my personal development has been lacking, my business is suffering, I’m just a mess! But why the hell have I just continued to drown and not ask for help?!? I don’t have a good answer for that guys. But you best believe as soon as that bible study was over and I composed myself I pulled up my big girl panties and ASKED FOR HELP!
It’s so crazy to me how one little thing can just fester and grow and how quickly the devil can take over! I hope that someday I will be strong enough in my faith and mental health to be able to catch myself before the spiral. In the meantime I am thankful for the community of women who support me on my journey without hesitation. They are there to uplift me when I need it most! It’s the no judgement, sincere help and support that I think we all need in our lives and for it I am extremely grateful.
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